I even though of just say fuck it and just put my last money on my trading account and just trade again, just because forex is going wild with the US Election being a shit show (by the way, congrats on picking Trump as your President. I wish you good luck and yes, I am being sarcastic, you guys are fucked but I still love you, America) but again saner heads prevailed and I won't risk and eventually lose my final money on something that I can't win anyway.
I tried sending email to one of the biggest Internet Marketing site and asked them to at least give me some explanation about how to do Internet Marketing. Now, I'm just waiting for the reply and also waiting for your comments too. C'mon people, write in the comment section. Researched this Binary Option thing but I'm pretty sure this counts as a scam and gambling, so I am not touching that thing, ever. I am trying my best to do something and not stop because if I stop, I will start to think about dark things and eventually get depressed. I need some distraction and I think my games are the right thing to do here but here's the thing, I'm the kind of guy who always feels that if you're playing after you've done absolutely nothing for the day then you're just celebrating nothing. I feel that playing my PS4 and games are the reward for a job well done, I was raised this way but here's another thing, e-sport is a thing now and I am seriously considering being a gamer, I'm going to buy COD Infinite Warfare tomorrow and start practicing but again, I need something that screams money first.