So, here's the deal. Like the title would suggest, I want to start a new life, see, since the start of this year I made a commitment to turn my life around and just focus on one thing and that one thing was forex trading and that's what I've been doing for the last 11 months. The first 5 months were actually kinda good for me. I managed to turn my $1,000 investment into roughly $10,000. Kinda great, right? Yeah, but good things often don't last long and that saying really worked its charm on me. Ever since the dreaded Brexit, my account went from $10,000 to nada. Yup, I've been losing a surmount of my profit and even my initial investment, week in and week out since July. I was raised to never give up to keep on swinging when to going gets tough but when it comes to forex trading and the losses that I suffered recently, I have to concede the idea of quitting. I've spent my entire savings and also borrowed some money from my mom to invest again and again to my trading account, I even tried to open this campaign over at Fundrazr for you guys to donate, well for my trading account which I know from the beginning that It won't do any good and that no one would even care to donate and I was right.
Well, today...today, I am saying goodbye to forex trading permanently. Today, I suffered yet another loss, $1,000 going down the drain but I really tried though, after I was hit with another suffocating loss back in September, I took October off just to learn some more technical analysis and all of the shit that Professional Traders do but yet again, it didn't work. To be honest and I'm being real right now, a little part of me still hopes that I can find some more capital to invest in my forex trading, it's kinda hard to let go something that you have spent your whole life trying to do (I've been learning Forex Trading since 2008, btw). A lot of people keep saying that if you find something that you love, do not let it go, eventually it will pan out, it will make you money and all of the shitty shit and on some level, I kinda agree with that notion, hey after all, when I was profiting, I was happy as hell, I was enjoying life, I would go outside and just walk with my head held high, I breathe really big and just see the world so colorful. Yes, I know it's sounds corny as fuck but those were the things that I felt.
Anyway, anyway, let's just get back to today. Tomorrow, I want to start a new life. I want to make a fresh start. I know it's going to be hard seeing that I am 30 years old and I am starting everything all over again from the bottom yet again. Now, I've been researching some stuff over on the internet and I found several things that might pan out for me. I really don't want to work in a office, I can tell you that for sure. So, the options for me is to 1. Jump start my Blog (which is what I'm doing now). 2. Get serious on my YouTube channel (which you guys can find at VicRevino). 3. Do a lot of Point taking and Surveys for all of these sites. 4. Be Internet Marketer, Email Ad Marketer and all of the things or 5. Leave it all behind and just move to Australia, but I would need to find a work visa.
See, this is where you guys, my viewers come in. I really need your opinions, if you are a blogger or a vlogger, I need your advice on how to make things happening. If you are a Internet Marketer, how would I do that? Because I am so green with this subject but I am willing to learn and please don't scam me (from what I've been hearing, it's just scams after scams just for you to purchase the packages and stuff, please prove me wrong) and if you are in Australia with a working visa, please do let me know how to properly get that visa and if there is any job openings available there (yeah, I know that I said I don't want to work in an office but you gotta start somewhere when you're in a new country and world).
So, there you go. I really need you guys to comment and share your experiences with me. I will write on this blog every single day now, think of it as my diary where I can tell you guys my daily routine and let you know on my progress. I really want you guys to be a part of my life but I will post other stuff too though, like movie reviews and you know, stuff. Anything to keep my mind off from mental depression and thought of suicide, to be honest, back in August, I was in a deep mental breakdown and suicide thoughts were in my head yet again but I don't want that, I want to live life, I want to stay positive and for that, I need your help. Friends, Family, Colleagues, Acquaintances, Strangers, I need your spirits and positivity to fuel me up.
So, what are you waiting for, write! Comment like you never comment before! Comment the shit out of my comment section. Make my comment section your bitch.
By the way, my Fundrazr campaign is still open if you guys want to check it out and donate but I'm not hopeful that any donation will come my way but hey, I want to keep trying. Also, check out my YouTube channel for my vlogs, challenge videos, etc.
My FundRazr campaign