But here's the thing, as soon as I got back from the shower, I just sat down on my bed and my mind just went blank. The thing that keeps repeating in my head at that time is, "What am I going to do today?", "What am I going to do today?" It keeps repeating over and over again until I had to stop this thinking and just put on my jeans and t-shirt, I didn't have any places to go today but I was wearing my going out clothes.
I didn't wanna think today, I just wanna walk and stop pitying myself. I figured if I spend my day today fucking pitying the shit out of myself then I won't go anywhere and in return, it would make me go further into my depression and that I won't do.
So, I went outside and start figuring out what I want to do today. I first went to the customer service of my Internet Modem and complained about my fucked up download signal that's been happening for around two weeks now and yet, there is still no solution. After I made the report and essentially done with this issue (for now), I went to my usual gaming store which is located in North Jakarta, so I went there anyways and buy my a Call of Duty: Infinite Warfare. I was thinking about buying a PS4 Camera so I can stream on Twitch more often and at least try to get donation there but the game alone is enough to deplete my money. If I want to buy the camera, I would have to get rid off one of my finished games, in this case, Rise of the Tomb Raider which I finished about a month ago. I am seriously thinking about making gaming videos on my YouTube channel from now on, sinceI love gaming and I have a PS4 but not leaving vlogging too though. As a matter of fact, after posting this blog, I would record a short vlog, telling this story all over again but in video form.
Anyway, anyway. So, I went back to home and started thinking about these sites that I found and/or researched yesterday about ways of making money through internet and YouTube. I had three opportunities today that went away pretty quickly, the first one was this Email Marketing Business which from the site looked very nice and professional, I was hooked since yesterday that I sent them an email asking them for an explanation and yadda yadda yadda, right. They did email me back and there's this link they gave me which again, I clicked it and got a 30-day free trial to use this but here's the sucky part, I didn't know that this is just a service for your business, meaning you need your own business and logo do this email marketing thing. I don't have any business or any logo to give all of y'all. I only have my mind to trade and I really don't want to start an investing business. So, that one is crossed from my list and now next to the other thing.
The second thing is this "Make money on YouTube without any subscribers or views" which how would you do that? How do you make money off of YouTube without any subscribers and views but then I scrolled down and there's a book that I have to purchase to learn this thing, so no (but I'm going to research this more).
Now the last thing, is a no go from the start. Okay, let me set the tone here. I found this video of people giving testimonials about how they got over 500K USD in just one month (now, at this point, everyone will tell you that this is fucking impossible and this is some kind of scam, right?). I knew that going in but I was intrigued so I clicked the register for free button and lo and behold, I was taken to this Binary Options trading platform (I knew it! I knew it!). Now, I've dabbled with Binary Options before seeing that I was/am a forex trader and I knew that Binary Options is clearly gambling as you can't know what is going to happen to the chart thirty seconds from now unless you are a clairvoyant. I was looking at this site and searched the name on Google to found out whether this site is a scam or not which in the world of Binary Options, there are a lot of scammers, so beware. Not 15 minutes after I registered an adamant sales person of this site called me and began spouting perks that I will get if I deposit real money, I will get bonuses, I will get an automated robot that will do my trade for me but yet she began to say that I will need to take their online classes and all of these courses (if I get the automated robot, why in the hell would I take those classes??) and as soon as I explained why I am skeptical about the site and the overall Binary Options world, she continued talking about the perks yet again, without any quitting and then she asked me profusely to deposit real money to my account. At this point, I was like, no no and no and told the sales person to delete my account.
Now, I really want to know from you guys who encountered Binary Options before. Write in the comment about your experience and can you even make a profit from the so called trade and most importantly, can you actually withdraw from all of these companies?
And this is where I'm going to end my blog. After this I'm going to make a video to again tell this story. So, if you guys are tired reading my blog just go to my YouTube Channel VicRevino.
Cheers!